10 July, 2007

BAD MOOD


I am not in a good mood and its because I have been asked to do something that I don’t want to do by someone whom I can’t deny. I don’t know why is it that, such things always happen to me or does it happen to everyone? I wonder! As for my decision I am not confused but I am really in a dilemma about how to say no. And for all these reasons I am in a really bad mood now.

Whenever I am in a bad mood it affects R so much since I take out my anger and irritation on him. I find fault with whatever he does and I start pestering him over trivial matters. May be its because I don’t have anyone else to communicate or may be its my feeling that he is not interested in my problems.

My bad mood destroys my whole day since I suddenly lose interest in making anything to eat or cleaning up or other similar house hold chores. Today its not a problem since the request came after I had finished my daily chores except the folding of laundered clothes.

So now I am in an even worse mood, so that I don’t even feel like writing more about it.. Phew!!!

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Good font atlast :-)

I agree that most of the time it is hard to saw no to people, especially to people whom you care about. But I believe you should try to say no when you mean that, because if you say yes when you mean no, you are effectively cheating the other person. Chances are they are not even aware that you are feeling bad about obliging to your request. Let him/her know how you feel. Most of the time they will understand. If the dont, they are not worthy of your sacrifice anyway. So go ahead and say NO ! Sometimes it is ok to be selfish :-)

Hope your mood improves soon ;-)

Anonymous said...

too honest a post !